I wanna forget feelings from the past guys, it’s unfair seeing them happier, deeply in love, having someone to live with, or even in a better relationship than me. I just wanna forget and not ever think about them or wonder about them in my thoughts. It hurts knowing that I’m the guy they date before meeting someone important. I know I’m not alone and this will become unimportant in time; but 3 years of my heart wanting to truly be with someone and going back to square one. I don’t know what’s wrong with me but I’m sad and have no idea how I keep my emotions in check or in control. Sorry for posting this I have no one to talk to and I’m sure people don’t care.